For years I lived against my inner voice and rejected what is my greatest potential: my sensitivity, my mediumistic abilities and my spiritual awareness. It took a very long time until I could recognise and accept my true self. For fear of being rejected or ridiculed, of being labelled an "eso aunt". For a very long time I even made fun of the spiritual scene and dismissed it as "eso stuff". Today I know that there is a fundamental difference between esotericism, mediumship and spiritual development. And today I live a down-to-earth spirituality that is suitable for everyday life, based on the modern spiritual teachings of Eckhart Tolle, Dr Joe Dispenza and Neale Donald Walsch.

 

By rejecting my true essence, I caused myself unnecessary pain for a very long time and put many unnecessary stumbling blocks and blockages in my way on the path to my calling.

 

Although I was somehow always different from the "normal" average person (however that is defined), I was ashamed of my feelings and talents and therefore kept them well hidden for a very long time. Until I finally realised that by doing so I was rejecting myself and fighting against myself. 

 

Through my first existential crisis of meaning - triggered by a karmic encounter - I was forced to look inside myself and tear down my heart walls. That was my first dark night of the soul. However, the pain and all the shadow parts that came up overwhelmed me so much that I decided to repress it all and push it away from me. I was not yet ready to look at it all. Because at that time I didn't know how to deal with all the pain and all the fears. So I fell back into the old rut and closed myself off from (self-)love and let my ego rule over me.

 

It wasn't until I met my Twin Flame that the house of cards I had so painstakingly put together collapsed and I began to free-fall into nothingness. All my painstakingly patched up wounds were torn open again, all the old hurts, fears, beliefs that I had worked on before came up again all at once. I was nothing, I was faced with nothing, I knew nothing any more. My processed encounter with the karmic partner, who had already triggered exactly these issues, I now experienced again - simply with ten times the force.

 

So this was my second dark night of the soul. This time, however, it stayed until I dug even deeper and finally faced my inner demons. And that was good. Because that was the only way healing could happen and I could grow into the person I am today.

 

My life so far has been characterised by constant change. This meant that I could never stay in my supposed comfort zone for long - and that contributed decisively to my personal transformation. Thus, for more than 15 years, I have been engaged in my spiritual and personal development and am always curious to learn and discover new things again. 

 

There have been setbacks, strokes of fate and low blows on my path so far that have forced me again and again to grow beyond myself and face my fears, beliefs and blockages.

 

My experiences have given me the strength and courage to do what my heart really burns for: to accompany, support and motivate other people. And to pass on to others what I have learned so far and what has helped me on my way.

 

Due to my profound training as a hypnosis master and hypnosis therapist as well as a holistic life coach, I can accompany you on your path of personal and spiritual development. My more than 20 years of experience as a Human Resources Manager in the international Corporate Business supports me in this.

 

I look forward to supporting you with my knowledge and experience!

 

Besides my curiosity and thirst for knowledge, always wanting to learn new things, I am always looking for new inspiration when travelling to other countries and cultures. I also have a great passion for photography and interior design.